I've looked everywhere for it. I talked to the old lady who lives in the avocado green house down the street. I looked in one shoe and then the other. Then the first again. I tried to remember the last place I saw it. I even asked Tom at the corner market. Even though I don't know that I should believe a man who always puts canned goods on top of the bread when bagging your groceries. I tried counting the leaves on the cherry tree out front before lying down to get a needed night's sleep—I can't decide if that did more harm than good. Ante meridian? Post meridian? Most of our months are not normal months. You're getting younger, I'm getting older, and I'd like to think that you're getting younger. We should have moved past these concepts in order to recognize from the center moving inward. I don't care if you go alone or if you go all by yourself. But just don't get stuck down there in the center all by yourself, alright? Is that too much to ask? Be thankful for the friends you've built. And don't just call it Adult Onset Pessimism. I wouldn't be so paranoid if everyone wasn't out to get me. Maybe you would be despair unto life.
Maybe just a few more minutes. Maybe just a few more hours. In the science community they don't believe in a higher power, but that we were created from matter. But according to the third law of thermodynamics, in a natural thermodynamic process, the sum of the entropies of the participating thermodynamic systems increases. In the face of this fact, how does evolution continue to increase in complexity without submitting to the demands of entropy? I guess, use the youth and drive the wooden Buick, so to speak. Babies are so very tiny, but they're People. If that is what it takes to be more cognizant of your surroundlings, then so be it. His spirit was willing and his weak wasn't flesh. He free him? Did he really? I was not aware. That still doesn't help me know where it is. But, you might be right. It went better than I thought it would be. For those of you that don't know my brother Nick, I'm his brother. Do not think that something is irrelevant or out of place for your environment. The mind has to interact in order to become involved with the outside world. Is the lady in the avocado house my neighbor? Is she not? Neighbor isn't necessarily everyone—it is everyone within our sphere of influence. Conversely, the law of omission is to protect others. The seriousness of the occasion was the handwritten note.
Based Salt Lake City, Ut.
BFA in Graphic Design from Brigham Young University.
Designed at SAS Creative Marketing, Publications & Graphics, RED, Aveda, Axis 41, and currently at Epic Games.
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